Trigger warning: This story contains material about suicide that some may find distressing. One March morning five years ago, Pastor Chris, 48, missed a phone call. It was 5.30am and she was fast asleep. She would find out later that it was her father who had called. “He doesn’t usually call so early in the … Continue reading “Why would such a thing happen if I am really walking with God?”: A pastor wrestles with God after her father’s suicide