“Let’s just hold hands and jump off this building together. I’d rather we die than live like this!” Nan Kim screamed at her 27-year-old son, a potent mix of anger and desperation coursing through her veins. She had thought that things were finally getting better. Hudson was finally home with her. Finally far away from … Continue reading “Lord, if you want him to die, let him die”: A mother’s desperate prayer of surrender for her wayward son